My Husband shuts down all my ideas

So as of recently ive decided to come up with thousands of ways to make passive income.

Ive been cosplaying for years and decided id like to start an only fans for my ero cosplay and he was very against it as he doesnt want others to see my face. When we met i was doing Ero cosplay and thats how we hooked up. It felt strange to just give it all up for him.

Well i told him id like to start streaming on twitch either in cosplay or just for fun and do GRWM / Makeup videos and do out of make up gaming videos (sounds like a lot i know) i thought itd be fun to stream how i get ready in cosplay on certain days and on other days play some games. His immediate response again was “its not going to go anywhere and twitch sucks.” Ive also been making KDPs on amazon because im a digital / traditional artist and my own art isnt going anywhere so i thought stepping aside and making cute notebook covers would help me recover from feeling lost.

He was actually okay with me doing it and thought it was a good idea to broaden up my works. But when i mentioned using twitter he said it was full of toxicity and trolls and id again be stuck at a brick wall. My IG went from 1.1k followers to now 977 followers in the last 6 months.

I just want to feel supported and not like an idiot.

This is my most recent art piece. I hated it for a while but started to fall in love with how relaxing it looks. It makes me feel calm. I know my art isnt the best of the best but i just want to climb up and try and he seems so unsupportive of it all. He even quit IT school after realizing how much i was doing and said he wanted to do what he wants to do. Which in reality is play league of legends, but its literally not going anywhere and he bullies me about my games saying how bad i am and refuses to let me play with him and his friend because im “bad” i was new to the game and he never let me try because he wanted to play ranked and said id mess him up. He also made me stop using the computer when hes gaming because his game lags it made me upset because i use my computer for a course im taking on graphic design.

Am I crazy for feeling so down about all of this?