I don’t want my babies to grow up I just need to vent!

It’s 3 in the morning and I’m just in my feelings 💔😭 I have two toddlers close in age my baby boy is 2 he was a preemie and my baby girl is 3. I know it seems like years since they will become teens and then adults I tend to think about the future sometimes but I love my kids so much I don’t want them to stop needing me. Giving me hugs telling me mommy I love you even though it gets crazy in the house there are times where I lose my shit become impatient become overwhelmed I know one day I will miss the craziness. Life just goes by so fast I already miss them being newborns I don’t want their cute little voice to go away my son giving me kisses because he’s so affectionate playing with my daughters toys her saying mommy let’s play or hearing the ABCs on repeat every single day because my son loves it reading singing nursery rhymes etc. I know one day my life will be different I wonder if they will still love me as they get older because the love I have for them is strong and it will always be just trying to enjoy these moments motherhood is amazing but so emotional 💔😭