Pregnancy test peogression

Hi mummas

I just found out I’m pregnant after 2 miscarriages.

My anxiety is HIGH. Im obsessing over my pregnancy tests, checking to see if they’re darkening. My last pregnancy was a chemical, I found out and miscarried 2 days later. The first loss was a blighted ovum.

I don’t know WHEN I ovulated this cycle as I had a 3 day bleed then 2 weeks later had another 5 day ‘period.’ 4 days after this finished I got a very dark positive test. So I have had bleeding during the first week during conception.

Fast forward 5 days later. My tests don’t seem to be getting darker. I HAVE done a blood test but due to public holiday I can’t get it until Tuesday. This morning my FR was lighter than yesterday and then my afternoon my pregnancy test was also lighter. I tried diluting with water to see if it was a hook effect but it isn’t :( I also took a easy @ home test in the morning with the FR and the easy @ home was darker. So opposite to the FR. But I don’t know if this is just because it isn’t as sensitive.

Just wanted to see what you guys thought! My chemical wasn’t as dark as this, so hopinggggg it’s not another chemical.

Thank you!