How to make a birthday special alone?

Im leaving my husband, possibly forever, to get some space after some horrible news came out.

I dont need any advice on my impending divorce nor would I like to talk about it... but ill be moving away to family only a bit before my birthday. Its my grandpas 90th this year so I'm sure they'll do something for him... but I don't think I'll get a birthday this year. I haven't for the last 3 years (at one point my birthday dinner was leftovers). I know birthdays shouldn't be a big deal, like first world problems, but I've never been listened to about what I want for my birthday my whole life.

So I guess... what are things for a late October birthday that one can enjoy by oneself? I'll be moving to a small (like 5k people small) rather isolated community... so idk what is there to really do. It just feels like shit icing on a cake made of shit.

Is there anything you like to do, alone? On your birthday... in order to feel special?

Massage is a good idea. Its a tourist town so there is no shortage of spas of many kinds. I was thinking of taking myself to the movies... but my husband and I are big fans of the movies so I think it make me more sad than not, unfortunately.

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