Third day after leaving

I have my stuff 75% unpacked. I now live on family land in a trailer and I somehow both feel incredibly lonely and an intense longing to be alone.

I took off my wedding ring today and I'm looking into therapy. Is anyone in a similar situation? I'm blessed enough to have family to help me.

I feel so upset. I never would have married this man if he'd been honest about his secrets. Then I realized that he's slowly been abusing me. It just sometimes feels too big to also deal with being in company.