Thanksgiving has made me insecure

To many who don’t know thanksgiving is today in Canada. I had dinner with my boyfriends family to celebrate yesterday. His mother took a horrible picture of me stuffing my face and looking gross (I was unaware my photo was being taken and it’s a completely hidden thing) and proceeded to post it on her thanksgiving Facebook posts.

Of course seeing myself this way has made me INSANELY uncomfortable and quite frankly I am the most insecure I’ve ever been. I have already tried to establish boundaries of having me posted on facebook after my sister called and made comments about how much weight I’ve gained since I moved.

I’ve been struggling with mental AND physical health issue the past two years. I’m actively seeing doctors for mental health and to hopefully find out what is wrong with my body physically. Unfortunately, this means I’ve been having a horrible time caring for myself. So seeing this has made me all the more self conscious about myself and now I don’t even want to leave the house.