Anyone else feel victimised by first response tests

Last month I got the craziest evaps on first responses, some were actual faint pink lines that even my partner saw and we thought for sure that I was pregnant, but every other brand said no. It was very sad for me cos I spent a good 3 days thinking I was pregnant. The last couple of days I’ve been testing again, the first 3 were negative(grey evaps barely) but late last night I thought “why not disappoint myself again” so I tested, and there it was another faint pink line which I am almost completely certain is not the real deal. Anyway I am almost 100% this is not a positive test but a nasty evap and I am so sad about it, I hate clear blue cos anytime I’ve actually been pregnant it took sooo long for it to show up on those tests but I always got a line way earlier with first response and now I can’t trust them at all.