i feel so alone and lost

the past two months have been hell, i feel so alone and like absolute sh^t all the time. and i got told recently that i need to be quiet and shut up because im too loud, and that kind of hit deep, because its not really a thing i can control, i jus get these bursts of energy and i jus use it on being loud and i dont even realise it. and i jus feel like my friends aren't really my friends and that they dont care about me, this is is a new school this year and im moving again next year, but i jus miss my old city and my old friends because i never felt alone, i always had someone to go to, but now i have no one and it sucks. i dont want to feel alone, i jus want to feel like i have someone by my side, someone that i can go to and someone that will actually help me and comfort me. idk, i jus had to rant because i had nowhere else to go i guess.