I'm writing this post because I have no where else to go so I'm hoping someone has the answer I've gone through life feeling like I'm all alone I've gone through kindergarten through high school trying to make friends and it doesn't work out. I'm an adult now and I talk to people meet people and make conversation but it doesn't lead to meaningful friendship.

I want friends I can spend time with laugh with talk to. But I don't know what is going on why people aren't interested in spending time with me hanging out. I don't know what makes me different.

I wanted a husband I'm 28 and I had a boyfriend but he ended the relationship and I think how can I change or what is wrong with me. Jesus had the twelve disciples and people who walked with him. I feel alone like even if I'm at church I'm apart from everyone else I feel like I'm the black sheep or someone who is alone.

I feel they let me down in the aspect that they don't make efforts to spend time with me whether it's on the phone or in person and I don't know what to do anymore sometimes I ask God why he made me if I'm alone all the time what is the purpose

I need prayers and advice I don't know what is going on I feel sad like I'm all I got