Maybe baby

If I wake up tomorrow without starting my period I’ll be 3 days late. For the last week I’ve felt like I’m on my period with the cramps and heaviness. I’m 42, been married to my husband for 2.5 years. We’ve wanted a baby together since we were serious but found out he has very low mobility. I already have 4 kids.. 21, 19, 15(1st husband of 15 yrs.. he cheated on me) and a 3 yr old from an abusive ex, that lasted only a month into the pregnancy when abuse started. My husband now has been a friend a long time and is the most loving man. I feel free to be completely me with him and would do anything to have a child together. I know I’m already blessed to have 4 kids but I’d have 10 if I could… I don’t feel done yet. I’m healthy and I have energy and I’m blessed to be a sahm. I feel like I’m getting my hopes up but I just want to go some more days and find out we’re pregnant so so badly!!