I got dumped like 3 weeks ago and I’ve been dealing with it and making break up playlists and one song goes “baby could you play along with me baby? would that be alright by you? And when we find out what’s wrong with me could you tell me how I’m right for you?”

And my brain connected the dots. My boyfriend dumped me during a manic episode WITHIN A WEEK from the day I got my bipolar diagnosis. And he was so supportive throughout our relationship, but I told him about my diagnosis and and he just dumped me. Like I told him “Hey, I figured out why I’m sometimes super sensitive and insecure, like rn!” “Hmmm sorry sometimes you’re too sensitive and it feels like my fault so im gonna go” ????? Like sir- I mean not everyone can handle dating people with mental issues, but he could handle my unexplained insecurity until it was explained. Just caught me off guard to realize how shit his timing was, especially if it was because of the diagnosis.