Not the birth I planned :(

So I have planned an unmedicated birth at our local birth center with my third baby and I will be 42 weeks on Thursday. If I don’t go into labor by then I will need to be induced at the hospital….Honestly I am so sad and disappointed that my body is not going into labor. I really wanted a natural birth. If I have to be induced then I want an epidural because the process is much more intense but I just didn’t want to have to do this 😪 I never went into labor with my first 2 and was also nearing 42 weeks but this is the longest I’ve ever been overdue. Of course having a healthy baby is most important but I’m just sad that I won’t ever experience a natural delivery…Venting 😞