Is there such thing? The chemistry is definitely there and I want too! I think he does too! We’re supposed to have a movie night tomorrow and I have a feeling it’ll lead to that! Which is totally fine by me! We’ve known each other for a while now, we went on a “first date” yesterday we’ve hung out in the past just not romantically. We had a very fun make out session yesterday. The only thing I’m afraid of is if we do (because it’s happened in past) he’ll get what he wanted and then go distant. I mean if that happens it’s more him and not me. And I don’t think he’s that type of guy at all. Like I said we’ve known each other for years. He’s 27 and I’m 23 if that matters. I would like to express that that’s my fear. Without being too insecure about expressing my feelings. He knows I’m not the best at that because of my past marriage. But lord there’s tension. And I don’t know if I want to keep it building or just go for it!