I have small kids and I love them dearly but I am beyond drained. From hearing them cry to rhe repeated nursery rhymes-- it's driving me crazy.

I have no help, no family, BD is shit.

So im alone. It's hard. I feel I'm breaking down.

Again I love my kids but I just think to myself why did I think I could do this? I don't get a break until 3a..if I'm not sleeping. Being a parent is the most demanding job there is and being a single parent is just . God ..it's so exhausting.

I wish I could go back to my old life.

@ Natasha no I don't. Sadly