Single mom! Expecting surprise baby anything no matter how small will be cherished

After 12yrs together my expartner said he wanted to “explore and see what’s out there” he took advantage I was gone a weekend visiting family members, packed his things and left us. I’m due in May and I don’t have a single thing for this baby, due to being unemployed after terrible complications with my epidural and my left leg from hip to toes goes completely numb. I still don’t know baby’s gender hoping for a girl but either will be loved I just want him/her healthy ❤️