Can’t stop thinking about my toxic ex

Ash

I’m weeks away from getting married. I’m 1000000% sure I want to be with my fiancé. That’s no doubt. I am just finding myself thinking about my ex. Subconsciously. In the most random moments. The silly part about it is we were only together 2 months. He was super manipulative and very toxic. I’m not sure what my mind keeps resorting to very little moments we shared. All we did was smoke weed and eat food… he was never romantic. Never went out of his way to impress me. Nothing. My fiancé is quite opposite. He’s very romantic. Surprise dates and super attentive to my needs. My ex and I ended pretty badly with him cheating multiple times and getting his exes pregnant. Yes. Both. 🙄 it was a dark moment in my life and I’m genuinely trying to figure out why my mind keeps bringing up those thoughts. I’m afraid what it May cause me to do or something I’m going to regret doing in my near future.