Good vibes needed

I normally really don’t like putting this out there hut I’m feeling really down.

Currently in the waiting room for my 16 week appointment where they should be checking baby and then doing an ultrasound transvaginally to check my cervical length and hopefully measure my subchorionic hematoma (hoping it’s resolved or at least not bigger). This is the start of my biweekly scans for cervical length im trying to avoid McKena injections and a stitch. My daughter was 6 weeks early I’m full of anxiety as this pregnancy has been extra stressful with the SCH☹️