Just writing to vent…

My third (and most likely last) baby is now seven months and I’m ready to put her in her crib. Until now, she’s been sleeping in bed with me. I hold her all night and it’s how I have slept with all my babies.

I’ve struggled every time with this, but I’m just so sad to be moving her out of my bed. I LOVE the time before I fall asleep just watching her sleep in my arms. And I hate that it’s so final… I am not ready to let go of that precious time. But at the same time, I AM ready to have my bed back.

Just trying to convince myself that it will be beneficial in the long run and hopefully I will still have the occasional chance to let her fall asleep in my arms 🥲