Feeling alone while pregnant

I’m 11 weeks into my pregnancy and this is baby #1. A rainbow baby🌈😻I feel lonely but I do my best to remind myself that I am exactly where I need to be. It is not by accident. The father clearly isn’t who god has planned for me to live life with and I accept that. It sucks in the moment but I want the best life for me and baby. So I will be patiently awaiting the love of my life, my dream husband to show up and when he does I will be ready to receive him and be his wife. I do my best to treasure my alone time because soon, my rainbow baby will be here and I will not be alone. Until then, I’m doing the inner work to feel complete and whole on my own without a man. It’s challenging I won’t lie. Sometimes I just wanna cry. But there is life growing inside me. It’s a miracle. I can’t wait to meet this special little being who is already altering my life in the best way💚🌈