Crying because i love my son so much❤️

Hes 2 years old my 1st born.. i had my daughter last year in 2022 shes 9 months old. I had them back to back i should have waited because the love i have for my son is unconditional…. Im crying right now in the middle of the night writing this because i love him hes asleep in his room alone but he cant sleep with us because my bed is a twin..💔 is this normal feeling sad and depressed because i love him so much

I love my daughter too sooooo much shes my 1st daughter. But something about my son i get emotional 💔💔💔💔 even more… i need help