Baby fever still at 7 months pp

I’m 7 months postpartum from my first baby and I have had baby fever since like 1 month postpartum. I really really want to wait until my daughter is 2 before we try for baby #2 because I want around a 3 year age gap but at the same time I have such a strong urge to just have another right now. I feel like a lot of this stems from me wanting to go through pregnancy and labor again (I know crazy) but I feel that I was robbed from enjoying the end of my pregnancy and labor from pre eclampsia. I know all that matters is that my baby girl and me are healthy but when I see other people have awesome labor experiences it makes me jealous. But I do also just crave having another baby to have another baby. I want her to be close to her siblings and I just am so in love with her and know I want to experience everything again. Does anyone else feel this way too? What helps you get over these feelings because I need to put them off for another 1.5 😂😂