​My friends and I are past graduations, first jobs, first homes/apartments, and weddings and now we're at the family planning stage. Everything is so new and I've seen so much heartache and disappointment along with happiness. I know these things happen and miscarriages are a common occurrence but it's just opening my eyes to all the sadness and reward life has to offer. We get back up only to be knocked down again but for whatever reason, we keep trying.