Venting

Why does throwing in the towel take so much effort? I don’t wanna give up but I’ve told him how I felt, and he doesn’t change. He keeps doing it. The same things over and over again. If someone truly loved me and respected me, he would’ve changed the first time I cried my eyes out to him. It’s true he doesn’t care and I’m trying to end it peacefully because of our child. He asked if we could be friends. I said maybe one day. When I’m ready to see you with someone else is when I’ll be ready to be friends. I know I can do it. Just not yet. It’s hard I’m literally giving up half my time with my son for me to be happy. Will that really make me happy being away from my son 50% of the time? Ugh. Life is hard.