Fsh since mc

So disappointed. I misscarried in Nov and I'm just being investigated now. Ever since my period has been long with break through spotting. This is my 3rd cycle since and my day 3 fsh was 10.9. I'm trying to get my progesterone levels but on day 21 it was less than 1. Day 25 only 3. I will be have bloods again 2mrw as we don't know when day 21 happened. Just feel disappointed and hopeless at the mo. I'm 38 and feel like things are stacking against me.