Weird question/rant

Savanna • Married November 29, 2013. TTC for 4 months.
So does anyone else feel like when their partner "finishes" anywhere else except inside them it's a waste of perfectly healthy sperm? When my partner finishes in my mouth I get sad and a little mad because we could have "used" that sperm lol. I know it's irrational, but I still feel it!