Encouragement

I don't know how to explain this other than it being an answer to prayer. I got so crazy about chatting, cycles, CM, eating, exercising, do this don't do that that I was getting super frustrated with negative results and was just plain unhealthy. Crying my eyes out if we missed a fertile day, getting mad at every pregnancy post on fb, even starting to resent the hubs. I prayed and prayed that God would just give me peace about TTC and trust that it would all happen according to His will. It is exhausting trying to play God. I now have an unexplainable sense of peace. My peace is not in a positive pregnancy test or good CM. My peace is in the one who knows the innermost desires of my heart. He knows I am hurting and I can hear him whisper "it will be ok. You are loved". My advice is to leave it up to the one who can handle it. He goes above and beyond what we can imagine anyway. :) hope this is encouraging.