Test question!

Alisha • Married 6.7.2014❤️baby #1 born 6.2015❤️👼🏻baby #2 born 4.2018 at 21 weeks👼🏻
I took a test that has the 2 lines...I think there was a very very faint line but I want to be pregnant so bad that I could be making it up...I tested again with clear blue and it came up negative. Anyone else have this happen? Any thoughts? I really think there was a line on the first one.