crying

Feeling so sad right now I just want to curl up in bed and go to sleep and never wake up...I honestly feel like I just want to die...I was so hoping and praying that I would get my bfp this cycle but instead I got my period a couple hours ago...this past cycle was a medicated one(clomid 50mg days) and now im wondering if I should even bother with taking another round...I hate myself so much right now and the fact that I cant give my husband a baby