Feeling anxious and scared

E • Baby No.2 baking,soon to have 2 under 2!
I'm 9 weeks 3 day I have had 2 pregnancies previously, both sadly did not get to enter this world. I have been feeling positive about this pregnancy till now and I don't know what has changed it. Just needed an outlet thankyou if you did take the time to read my vent :) (baby dust to everyone ttcing or currently pregnant)