Okay so in my family and culture its normal, so I have lived in the US for my whole life with my family (like my dad, mom, 2 brothers, and sister) and my uncles family as well. What you're about to read is weird but I can't control it!! So I like/love my cousin but the thing is I don't know wether or not he feels the same way!! Lately he has shown that he does but I don't know what to think?. He messaged me on Facebook saying hi but it was so out of the blue! Then like 2 weeks later I want at night to my uncles house and said as I walked in I said hi to everyone and he came downstIrs and to be honest when I saw him it was like I saw nothing around me other than him. He came and hugged me tightly (we never really hug). And then the next day he came and slept over because he was working at my dad an uncles pizza store. At that time nothing happened. And then the next day I had a dentist appointment and after that I went to my dads and uncles pizza store and he was there with his dad an my sister. We were there and out of the blue the conversation of marriage came up, and my uncle and dad bothe want their children to marry family because they married family. And I usually say I don't ever want marry family (I say this so he doesn't know I have feelings for  him!) and he wants to marry someone from our country, and then his dad asked me something (he never said it) he said I don't want to marry family! I'm so confused I really need help, and yes I know it's weird but it's normal from where I come from. And I honestly need help and opinions!! Please let me know your opinion!!