Taking a break

After this cycle im taling a breather from ttc. Ttc has completely changed me, the stress is way to overwhelming between the mood swings from the clomid, the af's that make me feel like I'm being assaulted from the inside and all the disappointment from the bfns both opk and hpt I can't take it anymore we have only been at it for 10 months and yes I know others have been trying for longer the strain it's putting on my marriage and my emotional state is not good. Like today I've been locked in my office crying all day luckily for me I have a supportive staff that will cover for me without them I'd probably have cussed someone out or hurt them if I heard relax and stop trying...either way I'm done if I don't get a bfp this cycle then it wasn't meant to be