my boyfriend wants to have sex. weve gone all the way to 3rd base so it wont be that much further. while making he humps me lightly basically. im indecisive on how i feel about it! nobody is helpful about it either. 3/4 of the time im like eh wont be that bad whatever and then the other im realllly nervous. we both know how to put on condoms and safe sex ect. i kinda wanna just get it over with because i know its gonna hurt but it will make him really happy and i feel like it cant be that bad! advice? did you bleed? how old were you? how bad did it hurt? was it awkward?