Beyond stressed :(

I was talking with my mom today about TTC and we got on the topic of her going through menopause. She started entering menopause about 6 years ago is now in her early 50s and she actually started going through perimenopause TEN YEARS AGO! I know late 40s early 50s is pretty normal but then when I started expressing my concerns she told me her mother went through menopause at 35! I am 28 and haven't had any children yet so this completely brought me to tears. I swear the more I learn about fertility, reasons for infertility and everything inbetween I get so stressed out I want to throw up. All I ever wanted is to be a mom and I know stress is terrible when TTC but I don't know how to ignore my anxieties with the whole situation. Sorry for the long, whiney post I'm just looking for some support :(.