I swear all I do is call my midwife with problems. I'm so scared, I've lost 3 babies in the past, one which nearly lead to my death. My last birth was a disaster with a blood transfusion. So no wonder I'm nervous. I'm not aloud to labour with this one, not one contraction as could be serious as have had previous uterine rupture while contracting. It's a planned c section this time but... Feel like I want to camp at the hospital.