I caved....

I tested & it was negative & I want to cry!! ? I am starting to feel like it's never going to happen. I've said for years I don't want anymore kids past the age of 35. I'm going to be 34 next month (I'm old! ?) lol There are just so many risks associated with having a child older. Not to mention my kids will be 8 in a few months. My luck I will have 20 year olds and a newborn!