How to deal with the wait before taking HPT

Kayla • My husband and I are expecting baby #2
I've become addicted to taking HPT even when I know it's to early I get so anxious and I will google and see one story of how someone found out so early and I convince myself that I will to. Emotionally it's draining but also finically with the amount of tests I buy.. Any other ladies have this issue or am I just crazy ha