I have three beautiful girls, and one pregnancy I lost due to eptopic a few months ago, ever since then I felt the urge to have another baby. Up until this month, I was 10 days late but oddly enough realized that I was hoping for bfn and AF. Which made me realize I'm happy with my three, and a fourth baby would be alot mentally, and financially. So luckily AF showed and I think I'm going back on IUD. I really want to enjoy time with my husband now that my girls are getting bigger and vacation alot more. Maybe down the line I'll change my mind but it's set for now.