Emotionally drained

Louise
Hi everyone.
Need to vent somewhere. On to month 10 of TTC. Just taken a clearblue digital & no surprise it was negative. I just feel like giving up. How on earth do you ladies continue?  Month by month just knowing you will get another negative test?! 
We have tried everything, and I mean everything. Guess we are going to the dr before we get any good news. It's just heartbreaking. 
Any advice before we have a month off? Or just carry on? Should this not be the most amazing stage in your life, instead, month by month you feel like your being punished. 
Love to hear from you all. Baby dust to everyone :)