feeling poop ! just a rant

so people may of seen me post a few times last week I misscarried at 5 weeks on monday so it's not far of 2 weeks ... my bleeding stopped weds and by this weds a week after to the day I started ovulation .. well its Friday now I'm having worse than ever ovulation pain and it's giving me the poops ! I have headache and iv also got a slight pinky discharge like an implantation bleed ... I feel like it is never ending I just want my bfp but with the bleed even though it's tiny and barely even there I doubt it's going to happen I feel fed up because I know it won't be implantation not this soon anyway I'm due on my period next week I think if I remember right I'm just fed up x