Feeling...

Feeling frustrated. My cousin, her husband, and her new born baby has been down here for the past week visiting my family and I . when they are here my parents are all happy and everything. They even get up and socialize when they are here but its like the moment they leave my parents shut down again . they get in bad moods, start complaining and fussing at me . then when my cousin and her lil family comes back they come out of their room and become totally different people . maybe its me or maybe the fact I haven't gave them a grandchild yet . I do everything for them and give them everything I have right along with taking care of my mother . I feel like they don't approve of me or something . they do this all the time and they don't even have faith that I can even bare a child my mom thinks where I was done like I was when I was a lil girl that it cancels my chances. Maybe they are right.