Concerned.

I'm supposed to get my period on Friday. I have symptoms that lead me to feel like I'll get it but at the same time I don't. Should I talk to my SO this weekend or wait a week to see if I get it. I'm nervous about talking to him. Idk what I would say. We both have had abortions before in deifferent relationships. But I honestly don't know if I can have another one. And idk how he'll feel.