I honestly was starting to lose hope

I honestly was starting to lose hope. I thought I'd never be able to have kids ever. So I just gave up. I stopped tracking & I just moved on with life. I missed my period this month but I was still determined that I wasn't pregnant. I've took so many test in the past thinking I was an they were all false. There was no way I was gonna take one an just upset myself again. I finally made myself & it was a BFP! I didn't believe it so I went & bought another one. It was a positive too. I'm scared/nervous and excited all at one. Baby dust to all of you trying. I know it may seem hard sometimes. But never give up!