Nerves all the nerves!

I am having so many symptoms one day, then a few to none the next day. It's driving me insane and AF is due February 7th , like I'm freaking g out. If I'm pregnant this is the second time the two week wait has felt ridiculously long 😭 I want to test but my husbands away on business and I would have to ask for my in laws car and they ask too many questions so I can't even get a hpt till he gets home Tuesday.