Is it okay...

Shayla • Married with baby #2 due Jan/Feb and mommy to a rambunctious 2 year old!
For me to not be very excited about my bfp I got before AF and one this morning around 3 am (I work nights). All I can think of is the different ways it could end. This is my first pregnancy and we have been TTC for 17 months. I plan on making an appointment today or tomorrow with my obgyn. I am a little excited but more so nervous. .