You were a virgin but he wasnt

I don't think he understands because he had a friends with benefits sort of relationship with another girl before we dated and whenever she texts him or she comes up and talks to him it just puts me on edge. I get jealous when they talk or text because she has seen that intimate side of him whereas he doesn't have much to get jealous about because he's the only one that's seen that side of me. It's just kind of hard because I've never given myself so completely to one person and he has before. He wishes I was his first and I completely believe him. Like I said it's just hard because I feel so insecure whenever he talks to her. If anyone has anything to say they can but I guess it was really more of just a rant