Trust

So my husband and I are trying to work things out. We haven't fought that much lately but I feel like I can't trust him. He's trying to be all nice and stuff to gain my trust back. Last week he up and left me without saying a word and went to south carolina. He took money that was for rent and didn't tell me he took a friend with him. I didn't know until I came home from a friends house that he had left. I never thought I would feel so hurt when he pulled that crap. I feel like he will do it again. I get everything hasn't been great between us but that doesn't mean he had to freaking leave. I don't know if I should tell him that it's going to take me awhile to trust him again. He's trying to keep me happy but deep down I'm not. I don't want to be hurt again