Feel alone :( need someone to,talk to about this

I've been posting ALOT but no-one really ever comments. Anyway I'm 22dpo and on CD51....last af was Jan 18. No signs of her coming. I've had 3 bfn's alrwady. The last bfn I got was 3 days ago. I'm losing hope. I have another hpt but I'm trying to wait it out til at least Friday. I don't,have anyone to talk to,other then hubby. I just really wanna see that bfp. I'm starting to think I should give up.