Depression and TTC...

8 months TTC, not yet a year- so we can't go for fertility testing yet. I know there is still lots of hope, but I'm really struggling with the roller coaster of ups and downs- hope and then disappointment, over and over again. I have generalized anxiety disorder and struggled with mild depression for years but I'm feeling this slip out of my grasp of manageability. I'm 31 so I don't want to stop trying, all I have ever wanted is a family. Just looking for support from other women feeling similar. Thanks...