D&E update

So I had to have a d&e done last wednsday. The procedure went fine but now a week later I feel like no one even cares that I was pregnant. I was 22 weeks. My boyfriend acts like he doesn't even care but he still will hug me when I start to cry. It just seems like he's not upset at all. Like it's no big deal. I cry every night and all I can think of is the last moment I had with my baby before I went under. My hand on my stomach feeling the last kick. No one seems to understand sometimes I can't even look at him withought starting to cry. My boss seemed to be more attached to our baby than my boyfriend.