I've decided!

After bring up the subject of having a baby with my partner, and him getting angry at me because he does not want a child and I do after him going to sleep me left lying here upset and crying I've realized that well I guess I have to just forget about having a baby!!!!! So can u lady's plz help me and tell me some ways on how I can forget all about it and focus on something else in life, he says he doesn't want a kids in 1/2 or three years! So I guess I'm really have to seriously forget all about having a baby!!! :'( I don't know what else to focus on besides getting our own house and completely my childcare course!! Help me forget and focus on something else!! :(